I'm free...

...yesterday was the first day of spring
and the sun was shining...

...it was the end of one era...
...and the beginning of a new one...

...couldn't be any better day
to sign the partition agreement...

...I wont cry even a bit...
...I'm happy cause it's finally over...

...I feel free to live my own life now...
...ready for the new adventures...

...well sure, there's a price for that... 
...I'll pay to get rid of my past...  

...but I'm still super happy and can't say more...
...I just feel so FREEEEEEEEEEEEE...

Yep, still tired...

...I'm still tired...
...especially physically...

...I don't sleep well, even I sleep a lot...

...this have been my schedule for a week now... 

...I'm waiting for spring...
...the sun, amazing colors, warming and that feeling...

Freaking out...

...I finally felt that I got all pieces in my hands...

...until my past drop me to the bottom again...

...I panicked...

...my past is still dominating my life... 

...actually I was freaking out really...
...I can't stand any obscurity right now... 

...it would need much bigger 

brain capacity to realize that...

...so its not even worth the trouble to ask...

...I'd like to say something nice too...

...but right now I'm exhausted...

...I can't stand any negative issues from my past...

...yeah...no need to say more...

...but I realize today that I'm not struggling alone...

...and I'm working with my attitude...

I'm shining...

...I heard that I'm shining...

...and I feel like that as well...

...yeah man, no stress at all at the moment...

...I'm relaxed...not even sleepy... 

...spring is coming and I love it...

...I'm quite satisfied with my life right now... 

...I'm doing some future plans...
...where I'm after 5 or 10 years and stuff... 

...and I feel Zen...