Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Freaking out...


...I finally felt that I got all pieces in my hands...
...until my past drop me to the bottom again...
...I panicked...
...my past is still dominating my life... 
...actually I was freaking out really...
...I can't stand any obscurity right now... 
...it would need much bigger 
brain capacity to realize that...
...so its not even worth the trouble to ask...
...I'd like to say something nice too...
...but right now I'm exhausted...
...I can't stand any negative issues from my past...
...yeah...no need to say more...
...but I realize today that I'm not struggling alone...

...and I'm working with my attitude...

Thursday, February 23, 2012

My ongoing rollercoaster...

...I've always been a daysleeper...
...I've got kids...and I love them...
...I've cried...
...i've been angry...

...and I've been happy...

...I've been in love... 

...I've hurt myself...many times...

...and I've just walk away...

...I've got divorced...

...I've lost myself...

...and I've found myself...

...I've lost many special ones...

...but I've found many amazing ones too...
...I've been traveling...a lot...
...but I've also enjoyed to stay at home...
...I've got a great job...
...but I've been too tired to enjoy it lately...
...I've got thoughts in this...

...but I've still been hoping this...

...and I've got a right attitude...I think...